Jeannine is loverly ♥
Jeannine, you are my bestest friend in the entire world. I love you so much. Really, I do. I know what you're going through right now is probably ridiculously hard. I just want you to know that I'm...
View Articlei'm scared.
I'm so depressed. I've been cutting every day and it's just so hard to get up in the morning. I mean, what's the point? All we do is die in the end...What difference would one person's life make?
View ArticleWe won't have to fight for long; This is the end.
So I'm still depressed and shit. And I think I'm being admitted to Children's soon until I go to Laureate. God, isn't this just the best fucking spring break ever? Most kids are at the beach, and I'm...
View ArticleTear drops.
So this has been an interesting spring break. So on Tuesday I told my mom I was feeling crazy suicidal, and I was going to kill myself. So then the next morning I went to Hopkins ER and stayed there...
View ArticleI'm back.
So, after a 2 month stay at Laureate, things are definitely even shittier. Fabulous. Now I'm not even eating 1/2 my meal plan, I'm more depressed than ever, I hate myself, and I'm cutting a lot. Fun...
View ArticleAs I Stand Here Screaming in Despair...
So. I guess I'll start from the beginning.On Sunday I overdosed on ambien, hoping I wouldn't wake up. But, unfortunately, I did. So then the next morning I took 3,600 mg of effexor. I felt so weird. I...
View ArticleSmiling on the outside...to cover the pain
So things are pretty shitty right now. I'm such a fat, worthless, stupid, piece of shit. I hate myself. It's just so hard always having to act so happy and normal. I'm just so tired of it, so tired of...
View Article& I forgot how to hope...
I am in hell. I am so depressed, I just want to die. A few days ago I tried to overdose (again) on abilify. I took 90 pills and it didn't fucking do anything. Fuck my life. Fuck everything. What's the...
View ArticleI know I'm alive but I feel like I've died...
So a lot has happened. I've overdosed twice in the past month, and the second time, when I overdosed on xanax, they sent me to a psych hospital. So I was at Dominion Hospital for 20 days. 20 days of...
View ArticleReturn//update
So. It's been a while. But, since I have nothing better to do, I thought I'd update. The general shitiness of life hasn't changed, but at the same time, a whole lot has changed. It's been about 1 1/2...
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